but please both sides keep the answers nice and pleasant ?

Back in the middle ages the Pope rallied almost the whole of Europe to Unite and liberate (invade from muslim p.o.v) Jerusalem from the hands of the ‘infidels’ (yes they also used this term against non believers of the christian church).

The Papacy was strong, the spirit was strong and the desire to fight for the right to enter the kingdom of heaven (notable movie was made on this 4 years ago i think, but i use to use this term ‘KOH’ WAY WAY before that movie, sick and tired of bringing that up now though since nobody believes me – back in 1998 me and 2 mates, a muslim and a ‘white guy’ but we both considered him ‘christian’, wanted to make a computer game called just that ‘kingdom of heaven’ . 1998 vs 2005 movie title you do the math) and proclaim it as their own holy land was declared.

thousands upon thousands hardened peasants, able bodied soldiesr arme to the teeth and of course royal knights marched towards the holy land. (Royal Knights were proven warfare material, trained to the highest calibre of warfare home or abroad, they knew only one thing – to sever head from limb – as they were too fearless, and ready to die if need be.

Awaiting them of course was a ‘fearless’ army of devout Muslims, to die in vain defending their territory took second precedence against dying for their beliefs in the almighty Allah.

a formidable army lay in wait for the crusaders and so war began, not just one war but many many wars. Blood was spilled for the ‘kingdom of heaven’.

Women were widowed and children became fatherless from just the swift act of the sword from a strangers hand.

If we could all be honest here and not let religious sentiments creep in – woudl you agree that in this war nobody REALLY WON and that God watched from the heavens shaking his head in dissapointment, this creations, his children were fighting this way ?

and still are fighting this way ?

I blame chrsitians and western powers today for causing ALL the mess that is prevalent in the middle east – so much dirty poltics and insincerity and lies have resulted in blood lost from both sides.

The war in Afghanistan and Iraq isn’t the issue – the issue is the annexation of territory that is rightfully Palestinian territory – with impostres living there and a western superpower who SAYS its a ‘christian country’ but is behaving anything like christianity preaches.

Jesus taught us to love thy neighbour – why did the jews need to get the USA to help them in bullying, killing and anexxing territory off of Palestinians ? Couldn’t the jews accept they were living in Palestinian homelands ? and consequently ‘love thy neighbour’ – their lives wouldnt have been at risk living alongside Palestinians surely ?

instead – America and Israel have become the two most hated nations on this planet.

And have the nerve to call themselves ‘Christian’ and ‘Judaic’ – when they are doing murderous things to palestinians.

if u had to go abck in time to those ages when King Saladin, richard the lionheart was around – would you feel STRONGLY enough to join your respective alliances ?

or would you back away and have no part of it ?
Yes ‘The Bitter Truth’

but which ‘race’ created imperialism ? which race created nazism/facism ? which race created slavery !??
it almost makes it impossible for non christians to ‘feel sympathy’ for dead US soldiers – when your nation and its foreign policy is wrong.

Judgement day comes, God will make this apparent ( as well as punishing some stup!d followers of islam too)

Ok 1st let me say I’m not the best poet nor am I used to writing any poems but this is a class assignment and I want the poem to be good.
With that said…

The Rose

The rose sat upon his room,
He stared at the flower, his face full of gloom.
He awaited in his room until his clock struck 2.
The rose was a token from his love, for their love,
She said the rose was as beautiful as thier love,
and she never wanted that to change.
She promised to be back in his sight before the clock strikes midnight; yet it’s almost 3 and there’s still no sight of Romeo’s beloved Emily.
Sick of waiting, and being tired and restless.
He set himself off to find his love, to see if she was alright.
As he rounded the corner of Migelo’s flower shop, he saw her hugging and kissing another man.
He sadly walked back home, with a dozen roses in his hand.

Wow this was blown way out of porpotion?
ok so my husband and i have been watching his little brother at night. his mom sits with a friend who had a stroke many years ago but her husband has gotton to old to do the things he needs. she recently had surgery and for the next few weeks needs somone to come take care of her nights as well as days. we have been having some trouble with other people trying to over rule us with what we tell his brother to do.i was annoyed not angry and posted this

I understand some people may have more experiance than me and may be able to do it better, but when i am given a job LET ME DO IT THE WAY I WANT TO DO IT!!!!

ok so my friend thought i ment a job in the work place and told me that if i am getting paid to do somthing i need to do it they way they want me to and try not to complain for her thought i understood it and told her in a message what i ment. then my mothers ex’s step dad rights

LIFE RULE# 189: YOU PAY THE BILLS YOU MAKE THE RULES.

now i have not seen this man in years and for all he knows i have a 4000 a month condo and a 50000$ a year job. on top of this what does that have to do with anything? so i told him this and then i called my mom and told her i would like my brother( the city put a restraining order againt his father not to talk to my mother cause the police got called on him for hitting her in april) to tell his dad that i dont apriciate his parents saying things like that and to ask him if he said anything to them. my mom started in on how its going to look like she is just trying to find a way to talk to him and she would go to jail. so i said i would do it. she repeats that and starts freaking out about how i needed to trust her that he did not say anything( she has not seed or spoke to him since april) he has nothing to do with this( he lives with them) i dont need to be attacking him blah blah blah well seh kept on and on and i finally said that she was attacking me since according to her asking somone a question is attacking them ( if you have ever read one of other questions about my mom you know the only way to get her to stop is to play he stupid games against her) she started screaming that she was my mother and i would respect her blah blah blah she doesnt care if i am married i have to be mature to be an adult blah blah blah F U you little B click. so i let it go. then she starts sending me messages to wich i did not respond. she was freaking out about how she was tired of me acting like i am better than everyone else who cares if i have morals ( she always starts in on me being a christian) and that my friend was soooo rude and she is sick of me being ok with my friends saying things but people i dont like i dont let get away with things that i want to blame everything on her ex and that i rufse to let him in my life .i ask my friend to fake me an apology so my mom will shut up. well at 1 am she starts trying to call me.i ignore it. i notice that my friend posts somthing like dear mandys mom i wasnt being aggrasive she knows that i love her dearly so stop chewing out her friends when you dont know them. of cource i only read the first half and was like noooooooooo but my husband read the rest and i said wait chew out her friends and that to me sounds like my mom emailed her. i know this is soooo childish but now i am awaiting the phone call and i asked my friend what happend but i have not got a response. what should i do if she calls and i dont know the whole story? what do i do if she did try contacting her and she wants me to do like she has before and chew out my friend for being disrespectful to my mother?

sorry for bad spelling please forgive me i am nervous and i dont always hit the right keys when i get frustrated
i am 19 i feel still age appropriate for this section and i know i marrried young but for this area it is normal everyone here does. i am sorry if this posts 2 times my computer keeps doing that
my question is what am i supposed to do when she calls again

To start this off I am 18. A bit of background on my life my mother and father split up when I was 10, my mother was suicidal and depressed for a year or so after. My nan died in front of me (cardiac arrest) when I was 15. 2 months later (I think through grief) I stupidly enough feel pregnant. It sounds so stupid but I was looking forward to having a baby, someone to love me and always be my little baby, wasn’t purpose but now the child was there I was looking forward to my baby being here but sadly I had a miscarriage. My mother never knew I was pregnant and I would never tell her because sadly I can’t trust her as she has a habit for telling her family and friends my private business. . I have had a ill spout for about two years now with a kidney infection, spine disease and been diagnoised with depression a few. Months ago, I am currently getting tested for a autoimmune disease as I have raynauds and I have come up in a nasty rash. I am very ill a lot of the time with all this stuff going on but all I ever get is stick from people about how I need to get a job blahblah even though I apply daily even though I’m not up to it and I’m sick and tired of it. My mum brings me down daily she tells me she wishes I was never born, I’m a ugly see you next tuesday, I’m a failure, her life is better without me, she’s also a “he says, she says” person for example “he says I should do this” and she can’t form her own opinion. But am I such a bad person? Can I help being ill? Can’t she understand that I’m going through hell and back awaiting these blood test results and with her family saying “oh she’s always ill” how am I ever supposed to be happy.
Peace and love x

Just think, our creator loved us so much he put us here and abandoned us like a dead beat dad.Then leaves an instruction book for us to have to figure out and if we get it wrong we are worthy of hell.That scarey place that awaits us for being born into sin without our consent, Wow thats a trip.Lets see here, everytime my dog barks i should beat him? punish him for acting in his inherent nature? This whole God thing makes me sick and tired and dizzy.And yall wanna be christians dont whine and quote scripture because you are just parrots repeating what you have beem taught what appeals to you.And,yall sin and lie and cheat just like me.I expect some cry baby christian to get this deleted through a violation.

***WARNING: THIS IS A RELIGIOUS QUESTION. IF YOU ARE NOT RELIGIOUS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW.***

If you are religious, and would like to help a person in need, please continue.

Now, I was raised a Christian. And while I don’t go to church or anything, I still pray at night. However, my prayers would take at least 20 minutes, as I would state every little thing that I needed help with or everything that I had done that I wanted forgiveness for. And then I would go into detail about what I wanted to NOT happen (like a form of protection). An example of the amount of detail:
1. God, please protect me from being mugged on 41st Street
2. God, please protect me from being mugged on 40th Street…etc, etc, until I had names all the streets around my house. Of course, this is just an example. I usually use all of my prayer asking for me not to get too sick (i.e. fever, chills, etc…). I used to spend 20 minutes doing this EVERY NIGHT.

I eventually got help for it, and it’s now only once a week: on Sunday nights. Apt, in my opinion. But now I find myself tired most Sunday nights, and I still feel obligated to pray. Now, most people would just lie down in bed and start falling asleep, but I have a problem…
I feel like if I don’t pray, something bad will happen. Moreover, if I don’t name everything specifically, something bad will happen to me. I remember about 4 years ago, I was praying, and forgot to say something, but was too lazy to pray again and say it. The next morning, I wasn’t feeling well, didn’t go to school, and vomited at around 11 o’clock. Granted, I felt good the rest of the day, but this is the mentality I have.
I know, it’s irrational and superstitious, but that’s just how I think. Now, I know that God is supposed to love you regardless, but I just feel like if I were to “break this tradition,” so to speak, something bad would happen. What should I do? Should I just go to sleep? It’s Sunday night, and I am eagerly awaiting answers.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.
EDIT: Thank you, Gloryada, you were very, very helpful.
I would give you a thumbs up, but it says that I have to be level 2 or something…
I don’t use Yahoo Answers much so I don’t have the necessary level
But yes, I actually do have OCD. I’m seeing a psychologist about it, and we’re working through it. It’s nearly gone, really.
But once again, thank you for your prayer.

My Frozen Heart

I’ve Stumbled Many Times in my life
Learned from wise men doing time
Everything I accomplish is another mistake
God please help me I’ve never lost faith,

Tell me is it us destroying our legacy
I’m just sick and tired of seeing Liquor possessing my family
Not even my friends show me love
Generosity is lost like a morning dove in the winter
I strive for a goal and my body seddently lingers,

I took a perfect look in the mirror realized I’m not a perfect person,
Deep inside I conceive a heart to fight some how
Tears keep dropping this world is never stopping
My advice is keep going further on until you reach your limit where a casket will await
Witness many stars sparkle like cold Decembers rain,

Live it up even if you’re lost with a gun in hand feeling stuck relentless
Learn and never give up, my question is it a blessing
Or a curse to set foot on this earth

Everything seemed like a dream but woke up to see
My mother crying for my brother who emerges to a new beginning
Due to his bad deeds,

To my blood brother, Behind bars its rough it’s a whole new different story
Don’t worry hold on for time goes by in prison
It’s hard I know even I feel another part of me is still missing
I Wonder Where You Are
Nights appear dark but there’s No cure for my frozen heart

ok so my husband and i have been watching his little brother at night. his mom sits with a friend who had a stroke many years ago but her husband has gotton to old to do the things he needs. she recently had surgery and for the next few weeks needs somone to come take care of her nights as well as days. we have been having some trouble with other people trying to over rule us with what we tell his brother to do.i was annoyed not angry and posted this

I understand some people may have more experiance than me and may be able to do it better, but when i am given a job LET ME DO IT THE WAY I WANT TO DO IT!!!!

ok so my friend thought i ment a job in the work place and told me that if i am getting paid to do somthing i need to do it they way they want me to and try not to complain for her thought i understood it and told her in a message what i ment. then my mothers ex’s step dad rights

LIFE RULE# 189: YOU PAY THE BILLS YOU MAKE THE RULES.

now i have not seen this man in years and for all he knows i have a 4000 a month condo and a 50000$ a year job. on top of this what does that have to do with anything? so i told him this and then i called my mom and told her i would like my brother( the city put a restraining order againt his father not to talk to my mother cause the police got called on him for hitting her in april) to tell his dad that i dont apriciate his parents saying things like that and to ask him if he said anything to them. my mom started in on how its going to look like she is just trying to find a way to talk to him and she would go to jail. so i said i would do it. she repeats that and starts freaking out about how i needed to trust her that he did not say anything( she has not seed or spoke to him since april) he has nothing to do with this( he lives with them) i dont need to be attacking him blah blah blah well seh kept on and on and i finally said that she was attacking me since according to her asking somone a question is attacking them ( if you have ever read one of other questions about my mom you know the only way to get her to stop is to play he stupid games against her) she started screaming that she was my mother and i would respect her blah blah blah she doesnt care if i am married i have to be mature to be an adult blah blah blah F U you little B click. so i let it go. then she starts sending me messages to wich i did not respond. she was freaking out about how she was tired of me acting like i am better than everyone else who cares if i have morals ( she always starts in on me being a christian) and that my friend was soooo rude and she is sick of me being ok with my friends saying things but people i dont like i dont let get away with things that i want to blame everything on her ex and that i rufse to let him in my life .i ask my friend to fake me an apology so my mom will shut up. well at 1 am she starts trying to call me.i ignore it. i notice that my friend posts somthing like dear mandys mom i wasnt being aggrasive she knows that i love her dearly so stop chewing out her friends when you dont know them. of cource i only read the first half and was like noooooooooo but my husband read the rest and i said wait chew out her friends and that to me sounds like my mom emailed her. i know this is soooo childish but now i am awaiting the phone call and i asked my friend what happend but i have not got a response. what should i do if she calls and i dont know the whole story? what do i do if she did try contacting her and she wants me to do like she has before and chew out my friend for being disrespectful to my mother?

sorry for bad spelling please forgive me i am nervous and i dont always hit the right keys when i get frustrated

On Sunday, three days ago, I found out my baby Sokx had cancer and I felt so stupid like I should have realized it sooner. I mean, he was super skinny and just real tired and lazy all the time. When I think back on it now, I feel like I should have noticed this sooner:( I finally took him to the emergency vet clinic on Sunday and they told me he had a mass tumor in his tummy and it was lymph cancer:( They wanted to keep him over night but I didn’t have $750 since I’m student teaching and not working at all I literally have no money:( They sent me away with a script that a vet was going to send me via mail. I was supposed to get the antibiotics today but he passed away last night in my arms:( I cried so so hard and didn’t want to put him away but now all I can think about is what I did wrong. I should have realized this sooner then he might still be with me I feel horrible and what’s worse is what if I did leave him over night in the E.R for $750? Would he still be alive? There are so many things I feel that I’ve done wrong and now Idk what to do. Someone once told me that animals don’t go to heaven and now I’m forced to have to think about where he is and I hope with all the faith I have and am trying to gain, that he is in Heaven awaiting the day we can play together again. So my first question is, do ferrets go to Heaven? Will I see my baby, my best friend again? and… someone also told me if you cremate a living being that makes that being’s soul impure and they will not go to Heaven because of that…is this true? I always figured I would want to be cremated but as I was holding his little loving body last night, when I realized he had finally gone, it made me wonder if burning such a loving creature was the right thing to do… and on the other hand… burying him underground in a lonely dark little inescapable box doesn’t seem right either… my mom says I have to figure out what I want to do today or my other two ferrets will get sick… PLEASE PLEASE HELP PLEASE answer me these questions I love him so much and I know he only passed last night but idk how I’m going to get through this, this is the first time I lost someone I care about/ love so much… what should I do…?

Ok this is more of a vent. I am engaged to a wonderful man. Between us we have 3 kids. I have 2 with my ex husband. My Fiancee has one with his ex. We have custody of all 3 children. My ex husband is not the problem. My fiancees ex is now a major drug addict. She is out of control . She calls the cops with lies on me which I have already proven are lies. She makes stuff up. We are battling in court right now to make her go to rehab. She use to have weekend supervised visitations with her daughter but decided to remove her from the supervised home and take her to a known drug house where she endangered her daughter. Her Her daughter said her mom was taking a lot of pills and drinking and smoking funny cigars. Mind you the person who was supervising the visits didn’t call and tell us she took off with her daughter. Well she abused her daughter that weekend called her vulgar names threw things at her. We tried to contact her numerous times on seeing how my step daughter was. We heard nothing finally we had to threaten with the police and my fiancees ex called us saying we will call her brooke needed to go to the er she had bedbugs and they were burrowing through her skin. We were livid drove down and picked brooke up and rushed her to the er guess where we got her from a known drug house. There was nothing wrong with brooke her mother was high and seeing things. My fiancee went down the following day which was monday and filed a violation of court order paper. Well the judge stopped Weekend overnight visitations and moved them to the mall two days a week in center court no where else. Well my fiancees ex has removed her from the safety zone set up by the courts and we violated her hopefully she will go to jail after trial because she constantly endangers the welfare of my step daughter. We have taken every legal route and now await trial. CPS is involved due to the abuse she has caused brooke. There is tons more she told brooke that I was going to kill her and my fiancee because I didn’t love her. I am so fed up with this life time movie net work ultra villain. Well today is a visitation day and this moron decided to drop a line last minute saying she cant make it today because she has to paint her place. She only wants to be a mom when she feels like it. She refuses to pay child support and constantly harasses me. I have called the police numerous times due to her threatening in front of my children. The police cant and wont do anything because they say its a family court matter since it happens at visitation. I stopped taking my step daughter to the mall for visitation and my exs fiancee has to come get her now because I am so tired of her attacking me in front the kids and I cant do a thing about it according to the cops. It needs to be settled in family court. Men are not only dead beat parents moms are too. If you don’t want to do what you need to do to be a productive parent then why not just stay away? Its my time and money as well as my fiancees that go into raising brooke as well as my 2 kids. I am so sick of the games she is playing with this child’s life. Mind you she let brooke get molested and blamed brooke for it she was 4 yrs old that’s when we finally got custody. This person is the lowest form of scum how can anyone harm a child let alone their own. I just needed to vent I can’t stand this person she is a POS and has proved to be nothing and no one. I love Brooke as she were my own this person has tried to break my fiancee and I up but he knows the truth and knows im not a liar. She has went as far as to accuse me of having multiple boyfriends lol I Am raising 3 kids I don’t have Time for anyone but my fiancee and kids. Let alone I would never do that. She accuses me of stuff she does. She has a new guy literally every week and has the nerve to have my step daughter call them papa or daddy or mr. She has gone as far as to subject brooke to a convicted rapist. We are still fighting this. I am so sick of dead beat parents If you are going to make a baby be a man or a women and step up and take care of your child if not sign over rights because you are damaging your child mentally physically and emotionally with your own selfish behavior. There are many good parents out there but far to many dead beats.Wait best part I almost forgot she has an imaginary court order that says I am to pick up and drop brooke up at the mall for visitation. There is no such order I have the order that says she is to have visitation at center court 2 days a week for 2 set hrs. She does this to try to get me there to try to start drama and Im above that I have 3 kids I need to be here for not put away because she is a bipolar drug addicted liar. Ok im done now really I am just needed to vent. if you leave any negative replies to me based at me congrats your as trashy as she is.

To Fill Her Lungs
Around the corner of the house, Adam heard a whispered sound. As he turned and focused, Adam finally saw it. Mechanically, he walked toward the crumpled garbage. His legs ached but it didn’t matter. His dirty face was tear-stricken, but the only person who could have wiped his tears… was gone. Now she was nothing but a memory wearing into his mind, although yesterday she was an all too perfect reality. He took a zombie-like step toward the paper. Nothing was special now; everything merely held the same value of meaningless… another step dragged on. As each day wandered on that she spent with him, she had sewn herself unintentionally into him. Without her life he was like a midnight sky absent of murmuring stars. How would one live on past such despair? His throat was raw and his screams of pain were to blame. Not physical pain, take his leg- that would have hurt less. No, the pain of love and its unbearable absence caused the most unfathomable of pain. His droopy eyes never left the worn paper as if spellbound for reasons no mind could devour. Adam and the paper had something in common. He picked it up, his world still enveloped in the endless sadness. His fingertips tingled as they embalmed the furrowed disorder. Making an attempt to smooth it out, he flattened the paper against the yellow house: her yellow house. He remembered the day they painted it together when they first moved in. He remembered the smell of her long, red hair flowing in the wind: the tangled chaos always had a way of figuring itself out. Something about her made it all too easy to find love in every aspect of her being. The look in her eyes as her life disintegrated before his own washed over him like a darkness worse than death. He winced at the memory as he tried to concentrate on the paper. Adam looked down and thought, “When you took her life, you jerked away mine with it, and that was worse than tugging at my own soul.”
He forced his worthless eyes to read the paper; this wrinkled, fragile mess in front of him:
Give Me your tired, your forever heartache,
Your love living in miles of soul,
Yearning to breathe into her, your breath,
Filling he lungs with life once again.
Give me this.
I will deliver onto her,
These long awaited gifts of another chance.
Signature: _____________________________
Adam knew. Maybe he didn’t know exactly. Despite the fact, he knew what this meant somehow with every ounce he was or would be. Any other person would have pondered about the authenticity of this paper. Perhaps they would have asked themselves what kind of cruel, sick joke was being played on them. He didn’t question himself or his sanity for even a second. Her name lived in his aching heart, because everything else of her had been taken. How could this paper even help her? Was she beyond helps hands? Did it even matter, as long as she would render? Without her he was as useless as a pebble in a river. His life would be nothing to lose. All he was without her was a four letter word somehow conveying ADAM. He scarped the bottoms of his pockets for a pen he knew wouldn’t be there. He wished it was there: it had to be. So it was. Adam dragged out the pen and pressed his name into the line, dragging his M out. Without even the most minute break in time, the paper sucked his hand, his mind, his body, his existence into itself. Like a reverse Big Bang, pulling in at an unfathomable rate, rather than out. The paper took him and everything out of him, but left his love behind. She was left there, where he was not even a moment before. Then she breathed. Her breath was not hers; for it had been given to her, by him. He no longer existed to promote her existence: he was her existence if anything. All his thoughts, erased from time. Every life he had touched, forgotten. He was no longer he. She stood, though, holding his gift, not even knowing the gift had been given. She lived because of his unconditional love, but no longer knew of him. She looked at the paper as it blew away, in her eyes, nothing more than trash, holding no significance. She breathed in the deepest breath of air while a gust of wind tugged at he endless red hair. The sun whirled happily at her face. Her heart smiled and sang, as it was all that was left of him. Around the corner of the house, she heard a whispered sound, and what a sound it was.

10th grade creative writing assignment one-

comments and critic are welcome. thanks.
it had to be dramatic and dark somewhat as well as contain a lot of simile and metaphor usage, but thanks for the input

To anyone who took any notice of her, Stella seemed like every other 14 year old around. She seemed shy, but a lot of people were shy, so that didn’t really single her out.
From an outsider’s point of view, all you would see is a blonde haired, blue eyed girl, who simply preferred to keep to herself.
You couldn’t see the scars and bruises, she kept them well hidden and if you saw them she’d blame them on some suspicious sounding accident.
There was no possible way to heal the bruises on the inside, they just would never heal. People didn’t see her pain; they just mistook it for shyness.

Everyday after school, while other kids took part in activities or got together to play, Stella went straight home. She went directly to the house on the outskirts of town to do all of her chores. Straight into whatever horror may await her.
Stella despised going to school every day. She was tired of pretending she was just like everyone else. Sick of trying to make people think she was normal, that she was happy.
But more than she hated school, she loathed going home afterwards. She never knew what might be waiting for her. She never knew what mood her so-called ‘mother,’ would be in.

Things had never really been good, but after her Dad had died four years ago it had gotten worse. At least when he was still alive most of her mother’s anger was towards him. Now, all her mother’s anger was directed at Stella, and she had been angry quite a lot lately.
She kept all her secrets to herself, everything she had been forced to do, and all of the cruel, hurtful things that had been said to her.

As things got increasingly worse, Stella wanted someone to be there to help her, but who could? Who would believe her if she told them how cruel her mother really was.
Her mother was a popular lawyer, and she even specialized in child abuse cases, so why would anyone believe her?

Time went on and her bruises became harder to hide, and her injuries harder to explain. She knew people didn’t believe her excuses, but despite that, nobody said anything, nobody tried to help.

As much as she tried, she couldn’t understand why her mother hated her so much. She began thinking that it was her fault.
‘I’d be better off dead.’ She thought to herself.

Stella dropped her bag while she was at school, and her diary fell out. She spent all day in the counselor’s office, trying to convince them that there was no problem, and that everything in the diary was made up. For the first time ever, somebody had seen through all her lies, and all her defenses, it let her know that everything was going to be okay.

When she walked home that afternoon, the house was empty.
“Mother?” Stella asked cautiously.

But there was nobody home. Stella later found out that her mother had been taken to court.

She wrote in her diary that night
‘I’m scared about going to court. What if they don’t believe me, what if they believe her. What if I have to go back with her?’

***TEN YEARS LATER***

So many memories flooded my mind today when I put Melinda on the school bus for her first day. I was reminded of how my mother never walked me to the bus. How I always had to hide parts of myself from everyone, couldn’t let them see the bruises and scars. I thought about the trial and how scared I was and the all guilt I felt because of the trouble I had caused. Then I thought about how scared I was when Hope was born. Scared that I would be like my own mother, but I swore to do my best not to be. Watching her wave from the bus this morning, I think I finally realized that it wasn’t my fault. I am nothing like my ‘mother’ and my little girl will never know those horrors because of me. She will never wonder if I love her. I will be everything to her I always wanted and never had. She will always know how precious she is to me.

By Alex Rawlings

To Fill Her Lungs
Around the corner of the house, Adam heard a whispered sound. As he turned and focused, Adam finally saw it. Mechanically, he walked toward the crumpled garbage. His legs ached but it didn’t matter. His dirty face was tear-stricken, but the only person who could have wiped his tears… was gone. Now she was nothing but a memory wearing into his mind, although yesterday she was an all too perfect reality. He took a zombie-like step toward the paper. Nothing was special now; everything merely held the same value of meaningless… another step dragged on. As each day wandered on that she spent with him, she had sewn herself unintentionally into him. Without her life he was like a midnight sky absent of murmuring stars. How would one live on past such despair? His throat was raw and his screams of pain were to blame. Not physical pain, take his leg- that would have hurt less. No, the pain of love and its unbearable absence caused the most unfathomable of pain. His droopy eyes never left the worn paper as if spellbound for reasons no mind could devour. Adam and the paper had something in common. He picked it up, his world still enveloped in the endless sadness. His fingertips tingled as they embalmed the furrowed disorder. Making an attempt to smooth it out, he flattened the paper against the yellow house: her yellow house. He remembered the day they painted it together when they first moved in. He remembered the smell of her long, red hair flowing in the wind: the tangled chaos always had a way of figuring itself out. Something about her made it all too easy to find love in every aspect of her being. The look in her eyes as her life disintegrated before his own washed over him like a darkness worse than death. He winced at the memory as he tried to concentrate on the paper. Adam looked down and thought, “When you took her life, you jerked away mine with it, and that was worse than tugging at my own soul.”
He forced his worthless eyes to read the paper; this wrinkled, fragile mess in front of him:
Give Me your tired, your forever heartache,
Your love living in miles of soul,
Yearning to breathe into her, your breath,
Filling he lungs with life once again.
Give me this.
I will deliver onto her,
These long awaited gifts of another chance.
Signature: _____________________________
Adam knew. Maybe he didn’t know exactly. Despite the fact, he knew what this meant somehow with every ounce he was or would be. Any other person would have pondered about the authenticity of this paper. Perhaps they would have asked themselves what kind of cruel, sick joke was being played on them. He didn’t question himself or his sanity for even a second. Her name lived in his aching heart, because everything else of her had been taken. How could this paper even help her? Was she beyond helps hands? Did it even matter, as long as she would render? Without her he was as useless as a pebble in a river. His life would be nothing to lose. All he was without her was a four letter word somehow conveying ADAM. He scarped the bottoms of his pockets for a pen he knew wouldn’t be there. He wished it was there: it had to be. So it was. Adam dragged out the pen and pressed his name into the line, dragging his M out. Without even the most minute break in time, the paper sucked his hand, his mind, his body, his existence into itself. Like a reverse Big Bang, pulling in at an unfathomable rate, rather than out. The paper took him and everything out of him, but left his love behind. She was left there, where he was not even a moment before. Then she breathed. Her breath was not hers; for it had been given to her, by him. He no longer existed to promote her existence: he was her existence if anything. All his thoughts, erased from time. Every life he had touched, forgotten. He was no longer he. She stood, though, holding his gift, not even knowing the gift had been given. She lived because of his unconditional love, but no longer knew of him. She looked at the paper as it blew away, in her eyes, nothing more than trash, holding no significance. She breathed in the deepest breath of air while a gust of wind tugged at he endless red hair. The sun whirled happily at her face. Her heart smiled and sang, as it was all that was left of him. Around the corner of the house, she heard a whispered sound, and what a sound it was.

10grade,comments and critic are welcome. thanks.

ok so my husband and i have been watching his little brother at night. his mom sits with a friend who had a stroke many years ago but her husband has gotton to old to do the things he needs. she recently had surgery and for the next few weeks needs somone to come take care of her nights as well as days. we have been having some trouble with other people trying to over rule us with what we tell his brother to do.i was annoyed not angry and posted this

I understand some people may have more experiance than me and may be able to do it better, but when i am given a job LET ME DO IT THE WAY I WANT TO DO IT!!!!

ok so my friend thought i ment a job in the work place and told me that if i am getting paid to do somthing i need to do it they way they want me to and try not to complain for her thought i understood it and told her in a message what i ment. then my mothers ex’s step dad rights

LIFE RULE# 189: YOU PAY THE BILLS YOU MAKE THE RULES.

now i have not seen this man in years and for all he knows i have a 4000 a month condo and a 50000$ a year job. on top of this what does that have to do with anything? so i told him this and then i called my mom and told her i would like my brother( the city put a restraining order againt his father not to talk to my mother cause the police got called on him for hitting her in april) to tell his dad that i dont apriciate his parents saying things like that and to ask him if he said anything to them. my mom started in on how its going to look like she is just trying to find a way to talk to him and she would go to jail. so i said i would do it. she repeats that and starts freaking out about how i needed to trust her that he did not say anything( she has not seed or spoke to him since april) he has nothing to do with this( he lives with them) i dont need to be attacking him blah blah blah well seh kept on and on and i finally said that she was attacking me since according to her asking somone a question is attacking them ( if you have ever read one of other questions about my mom you know the only way to get her to stop is to play he stupid games against her) she started screaming that she was my mother and i would respect her blah blah blah she doesnt care if i am married i have to be mature to be an adult blah blah blah F U you little B click. so i let it go. then she starts sending me messages to wich i did not respond. she was freaking out about how she was tired of me acting like i am better than everyone else who cares if i have morals ( she always starts in on me being a christian) and that my friend was soooo rude and she is sick of me being ok with my friends saying things but people i dont like i dont let get away with things that i want to blame everything on her ex and that i rufse to let him in my life .i ask my friend to fake me an apology so my mom will shut up. well at 1 am she starts trying to call me.i ignore it. i notice that my friend posts somthing like dear mandys mom i wasnt being aggrasive she knows that i love her dearly so stop chewing out her friends when you dont know them. of cource i only read the first half and was like noooooooooo but my husband read the rest and i said wait chew out her friends and that to me sounds like my mom emailed her. i know this is soooo childish but now i am awaiting the phone call and i asked my friend what happend but i have not got a response. what should i do if she calls and i dont know the whole story? what do i do if she did try contacting her and she wants me to do like she has before and chew out my friend for being disrespectful to my mother?

sorry for bad spelling please forgive me i am nervous and i dont always hit the right keys when i get frustrated

To Fill Her Lungs
Around the corner of the house, Adam heard a whispered sound. As he turned and focused, Adam finally saw it. Mechanically, he walked toward the crumpled garbage. His legs ached but it didn’t matter. His dirty face was tear-stricken, but the only person who could have wiped his tears… was gone. Now she was nothing but a memory wearing into his mind, although yesterday she was an all too perfect reality. He took a zombie-like step toward the paper. Nothing was special now; everything merely held the same value of meaningless… another step dragged on. As each day wandered on that she spent with him, she had sewn herself unintentionally into him. Without her life he was like a midnight sky absent of murmuring stars. How would one live on past such despair? His throat was raw and his screams of pain were to blame. Not physical pain, take his leg- that would have hurt less. No, the pain of love and its unbearable absence caused the most unfathomable of pain. His droopy eyes never left the worn paper as if spellbound for reasons no mind could devour. Adam and the paper had something in common. He picked it up, his world still enveloped in the endless sadness. His fingertips tingled as they embalmed the furrowed disorder. Making an attempt to smooth it out, he flattened the paper against the yellow house: her yellow house. He remembered the day they painted it together when they first moved in. He remembered the smell of her long, red hair flowing in the wind: the tangled chaos always had a way of figuring itself out. Something about her made it all too easy to find love in every aspect of her being. The look in her eyes as her life disintegrated before his own washed over him like a darkness worse than death. He winced at the memory as he tried to concentrate on the paper. Adam looked down and thought, “When you took her life, you jerked away mine with it, and that was worse than tugging at my own soul.”
He forced his worthless eyes to read the paper; this wrinkled, fragile mess in front of him:
Give Me your tired, your forever heartache,
Your love living in miles of soul,
Yearning to breathe into her, your breath,
Filling he lungs with life once again.
Give me this.
I will deliver onto her,
These long awaited gifts of another chance.
Signature: _____________________________
Adam knew. Maybe he didn’t know exactly. Despite the fact, he knew what this meant somehow with every ounce he was or would be. Any other person would have pondered about the authenticity of this paper. Perhaps they would have asked themselves what kind of cruel, sick joke was being played on them. He didn’t question himself or his sanity for even a second. Her name lived in his aching heart, because everything else of her had been taken. How could this paper even help her? Was she beyond helps hands? Did it even matter, as long as she would render? Without her he was as useless as a pebble in a river. His life would be nothing to lose. All he was without her was a four letter word somehow conveying ADAM. He scarped the bottoms of his pockets for a pen he knew wouldn’t be there. He wished it was there: it had to be. So it was. Adam dragged out the pen and pressed his name into the line, dragging his M out. Without even the most minute break in time, the paper sucked his hand, his mind, his body, his existence into itself. Like a reverse Big Bang, pulling in at an unfathomable rate, rather than out. The paper took him and everything out of him, but left his love behind. She was left there, where he was not even a moment before. Then she breathed. Her breath was not hers; for it had been given to her, by him. He no longer existed to promote her existence: he was her existence if anything. All his thoughts, erased from time. Every life he had touched, forgotten. He was no longer he. She stood, though, holding his gift, not even knowing the gift had been given. She lived because of his unconditional love, but no longer knew of him. She looked at the paper as it blew away, in her eyes, nothing more than trash, holding no significance. She breathed in the deepest breath of air while a gust of wind tugged at he endless red hair. The sun whirled happily at her face. Her heart smiled and sang, as it was all that was left of him. Around the corner of the house, she heard a whispered sound, and what a sound it was.

im in 10th grade. comments and critic are welcome. thanks.

Im Elizabeth Arlene Burns and looking for father….My fathers name is Scott Raymond Burns and my mothers name is Karina Kay Dennis (Mead)I know that he was 24 when i was born on oct 28-1988… I know that he was in and out of jail and gotten some letters from him but i haven’t heard from him sense 2003… Im now 20 and want see him again.. I live in Florida… The last place i know of scott lived was in Michigan….. I know his step-mother and father <(who passed away) live some where in Fife lake or Grayling… his step-mothers name is virgina burns (clark). Last time i knew Scott was to get married to a Kathy i want to say her name is…If any of this can help any one help me find him will be great and thank you so much Elizabeth

Because I want to be a child and family phycritrist … and what school in this list would be the best to attened North Carolina A&T , Virgina State University , Florida A&M , Alabama State or Clark Atlanta University

ok i saw this girl write this as good books to read and i though it was really long and so im going to show you what she wrote (by the way i didnt write it all down i just controled c it you know copy and past)here you go:HISTORIC FICTION
Pillars of the Earth and World Without End by Ken Follet
The Great Plague A London girls’ diary – Pamela Oldfield
The Pest House by Jim Crace
6th Wife by Suzanna Dunn
At the Sign of the Sugar Plum by Mary Hooper
SUITABLE FOR KIDS/TEENS
Ingo Series by Helen Dunmore 1-4
Before I Die by Jenny Downham
Dating Hamlet by Lisa Fielder
Whistling for Elephants by Sandi Toksvic
Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
Maximum Ride series 1-4
The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
The Boy in Striped Pyjamas by John Boyne
Last Chance by Sarah Dessen
Inkheart by Cornelia Funke
The Book Thief by Markus Zuzack
The Circle of Magic by Tamora Pierce
The Tales of Beadle the Bard by J K Rowling
FANTASY
Confessor by Terry Goodkind last in series Wizards First Rule is no 1
Debt of Bones by Terry Goodkind
Gods Behaving Badly by Marie Phillips
Time Travelers Wife by Audrey Neffenigger
American Gods by Neil Gainham
Swimming with Fishes and Swimming without a Net by MaryJanice Davidson
Jonathon Strange and Mr Norrell by Susanne Clark
The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Album
The Trouble With Angels by Debbie Macomber
Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susanne Clark
The Children of Hurin by J R R Tolkien
GENERAL FICTION
Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
Only human by Jenny Diske
The Four Feathers by AEW Mason
Shakespear by Bill Bryson
The Knitting Circle by Ann Hood
On Chesil Beach by Ian McEwen
A Wayne in a Manger by Gervase Phinn
Sorting out Billy by Jo Brand
The Best of Fathers by Anne Baker
The Sunday Philosophers Club by Alexander McCall Smith
5th Child by Doris Lessing
No! I don’t want to join a book club by Virgina Ironside
My Sisters Keeper by Jodi Picoult
21/2 Pillars of Wisdom by Alexander McCall Smith
My Legendary Girlfriend by Mike Gayle
Song of the Sound by Adam Armstrong
A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks
My Best Friend’s Girl by Dorothy Koomson
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
Heavenly Date and Other Flirtations by Alexander McCall Smith
Mr Commitment by Mike Gayle
Agatha Raisin and the Quiche of Death by M C Beaton
Water For Elephants by Sara Gruen
Turning Thirty by Mike Gayle
HORROR
Heart Shaped Box and 20th Century Ghosts by Joe Hill
Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz
The Road by Cormac McCarthy
The Devil’s Labyrinth by John Saul
Duma Key by Stephen King
CLASSICS
To Kill a Mocking Bird by Harper Lee
Cranford by Elizabeth Gaskill
Gulliver’s Travels by Jonathon Swift
The Inheritors by William Golding
The Pearl by John Steinbeck
A Room with a View by E M Forster
Breakfast at Tiffany’s by Truman Capote
The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Sparks
The Turn of the Screw by Henry James
English Fairy Tales by Joseph Jacobs
Aesop’s Fables
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien
Watership Down by Richard Adams
The Professor by Charlotte Bronte
Cold Comfort Farm by Stella Gibbons
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austin
Around the World in 80 Days by Jules Verne
Bram Stoker’s Dracula
Travels With My Aunt by Graham Greene
The Awakening and other stories by Kate Chopin
The Legend of Sleepy Hollow by Washington Irving
And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie
A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court by Mark Twain
AUTOBIOGRAPHY/BIOGRAPHY
Ultimate Peter Rabbit – story of Beatrix Potter
Carnarvon and Carter by 8th Countess of Carnarvon
A girl with a Pen – story of Charlotte Bronte by Elizabeth Kyle
Nobbut a Lad by Alan Titchmarsh
Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom
Cider With Rosie by Laurie Lee

see thats why she is a top contubor first person to say see deserves it wins ten points also tell why that will be easy right lol also i wouldnt expet you to read this so you dont have to but usally i should put this on the top before you read it ohh sorry then but if you sroll downand see this you will be fine i mean right ok type first and you win GET READY GET SET GO! lol

Happy Hollidays

Merry Christmas (its in one more day that is if you live near or by me)

Happy Holidays

Here is the order its in now i need to put it in the right order but i dont have my text book

A. General Henry Clinton sends 3,500 british troops to Savannah
B. The british attempt to invade central North Carolina
C. General Clinton attack the port of charles Town, South Carolina
D. General Cornwallis retreats to Virgina
E. George Rogers Clark sails down the Ohio River in an attempt to end the british attacks on western settlers
F. The armies of General Charles Cornwallis and General horatio gates meet at Camden, South Carolina
G. The british ship Serapis surrenders to the privateer bonhomme Richard and its commander John Paul Jones
H. gerneral cornwallis sets up camp at yorktown
I. Nathaneal greene becomes commander of the continental forces in the south
J. clark and his troops are victorius at vincennens
K. general cornwallis takes over command of the british forces in the south

North Carolina A&T
Alabama State
Florida A&M
Virgina State
Howard University
Clark Atlanta

My teacher is giving me three test in two days and a project. I study so much better when I type out review sheets. He gave us a study guide but w.o the defintions. If you can answer any of these please do. Note this is not my hw i’m not asking you to do my hw. This is for studying. Here are the words.

George Washington
Precedents set by Washington
Cabinet
Judiciary Act
Whiskey rebellion
Foreign policy
Farewell address
Alexander Hamltion financial Plan
Nantional Bank
Rise of Political Parties
Leader of the Federalist (keys ideas beliefs)
Leader of the Democratic Rebublicans (key ideas beliefs)
Loose Interpretation of the No. Constitution
strict Interpretation of the Constitution
John Adams
Problems with France and England
XYZ affair
Thomas jefferson
losuiana purchase
lewis and clark
emabrgo act
maurberry vs. madison
impressement
judical review
james madison
war of 1812 (causes results )
war hawk
treaty of ghent
Alien and Sedition Acts
Kentucky and Virgina resolutions
James Monroe
Era of Good Feelings
Adam-oins Treaty
Monroe Doctrine

No wiki links or go do it your self answers. Please.

Here is the order its in now i need to put it in the right order but i dont have my text book

A. General Henry Clinton sends 3,500 british troops to Savannah
B. The british attempt to invade central North Carolina
C. General Clinton attack the port of charles Town, South Carolina
D. General Cornwallis retreats to Virgina
E. George Rogers Clark sails down the Ohio River in an attempt to end the british attacks on western settlers
F. The armies of General Charles Cornwallis and General horatio gates meet at Camden, South Carolina
G. The british ship Serapis surrenders to the privateer bonhomme Richard and its commander John Paul Jones

Pillars of the Earth and World Without End by Ken Follet – historical fiction, some romance
Ingo Series by Helen Dunmore 1-4 – fantasy mermaid story
On Chesil Beach by Ian McEwen – romance
Debt of Bones by Terry Goodkind – fantasy, a spin off from Sword of Truth series
The Great Plague A London girls diary – Pamela Oldfield
Welcome to the Dead House – Goosebumps
Confessor by Terry Goodkind – last of the Sword of Truth series book 1 is Wizards First Rule – fantasy
Before I Die by Jenny Downham – Young adult – some romance
Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
Only human by Jenny Diske – story of Abraham
The Four Feathers by AEW Mason – War
Shakespear by Bill Bryson – Humour
The Knitting Circle by Ann Hood – General fiction
The Dolls House by Rumer Godden – Children’s story
To Kill a Mocking Bird by Harper Lee – classic
A Wayne in a Manger by Gervase Phinn – Humour
Sorting out Billy by Jo Brand – Adult Romance
The Best of Fathers by Anne Baker – Romance
Dating Hamlet by Lisa Fielder – take on Shakespeare – young adult
Ultimate Peter Rabbit – story of Beatrix Potter – biography
Carnarvon and Carter by 8th Countess of Carnarvon – biography
The Sunday Philosophers Club by Alexander McCall Smith – general fiction
Cranford by Elizabeth Gaskill – classic
Gods Behaving Badly by Marie Phillips – Humour/fantasy –some romance
Time Travelers Wife by Audrey Neffenigger – fantasy romance
American Gods by Neil Gainham – fantasy
5th Child by Doris Lessing – weird!
Heart Shaped Box by Joe Hill – Horror/ghost story
The Pest House by Jim Crace – historical fiction
Gulliver’s Travels by Jonathon Swift – fantasy/Teen
Swimming with Fishes and Swimming without a Net by MaryJanice Davidson – fantasy romance – features mermaids
No! I don’t want to join a book club by Virgina Ironside – general fiction/humorous
My Sisters Keeper by Jodi Picoult – Family crisis
21/2 Pillars of Wisdom by Alexander McCall Smith – humourous
The Inheritors by William Golding – classic
My Legendary Girlfriend by Mike Gayle – romance from guys view point
The Pearl by Steinbeck – classic
Whistling for Elephants by Sandi Toksvic – fiction – suitable for young adult
Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd – fiction – suitable for your adult
Song of the Sound by Adam Armstrong – Environment-protecting dolphins/romance
A Room with a View by E M Forster – classic
Jonathon Strange and Mr Norrell by Susanne Clark – fantasy/magic
A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks – romance
6th Wife by Suzanna Dunn – historical fiction
Maximum Ride Angel Experiment by James Patterson – young adult fantasy
Inkheart by Cornelia Funke – fantasy – pre-teens onward
The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Album – fantasy
Breakfast at Tiffany’s by Truman Capote – classic
The Trouble With Angels by Debbie Macomber – fantasy/christmas
Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz – fantasy horror
Girl with a Pen – story of Charlotte Bronte by Elizabeth Kyle – biography
The Road by Cormac McCarthy – fantasy/horror
Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susanne Clark – fantasy magic
The Book Thief by Markus Zuzack – Young adult – world war 2
My Best Friend’s Girl by Dorothy Koomson – romance
The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Sparks – classic
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks – Romance
The Turn of the Screw by Henry James – classic/ghost story
Heavenly Date and Other Flirtations by Alexander McCall Smith – humour
Mr Commitment by Mike Gayle – romance and funny
English Fairy Tales by Joseph Jacobs – classic
Aesop’s Fables – classic
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte – classic – romance
The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien – classic fantasy
Maximum Ride – Schools out forever by James Patterson – teenage fantasy
Maximum Ride – Saving the World and other extreme sports by James Patterson
Maximum Ride – The Final Warning by James Patterson
The Children of Hurin by J R R Tolkien – fantasy
The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
Watership Down by Richard Adams – children’s classic
The Professor by Charlotte Bronte – classic – romance
Cold Comfort Farm by Stella Gibbons – Classic and Comedy
Agatha Raisin and the Quiche of Death by M C Beaton – Comedy Miss Marple
At the Sign of the Sugar Plum by Mary Hooper – Story of two sisters during the plague
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austin – classic
Around the World in 80 Days by Jules Verne – classic
Bram Stoker’s Dracula – classic gothic novel
Travels With My Aunt by Graham Greene – classic
Nobbut a Lad by Alan Titchmarsh – autobiography
The Devil’s Labyrinth by John Saul – horror involving teens
Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom – biography
The Boy in Striped Pyjamas by John Boyne
Last Chance by Sarah Dessen
Cider With Rosie by Laurie Lee
Circle of Magic 1 by Tamora Pierce
The Awakening and other stories by Kate Chopin – classic
20th Century Ghosts by Joe Hill – Modern horror short stories
The Legend of Sleepy Hollow by Washington Irving – Classic
And Then There Were None by
which one did you like the most

Im in 8th grade and this is my report thingy for thomas jefferson be honest if i did bad (think i did) just tell me what i got so far in like 2 hours.Thomas jefferson was born apriple 13 1743 he died on july 4th 1825 he died at the age of 83 he lived in shadwell virgina at the age of 14 jeffersons fathher died he also inherited 5,000 arces and dozens of slaves jefferson was actually against slavery he signed the law to ban slaves jefferson only did it for the wealth thomas jefferson was the 3rd president of the united states 1801-1809 he was also the author of declaration of independence published in 1776 jefferson was an influential founding father he was known for his promotion of the ideal of republican in the united states jeffersons major events were the louisana purchase in 1803 and the lewis and clark expedition 1804-1706 among the important things that thomas jefferson did was to draft the declaration of independence which declared the 13th colonies a free and independent country he was also instrumental in colonial policies and the negotations that resulted in the articles of confideration and later the u.s constituton as secretary of state he established strong dipomatic positions with te european nations as the 3rd president he agreed to the louisana purchase in 1803 doubling the size of the acknowledged territory in the u.s
I Meant April And Father tell me if this makes any sense cause i honestly dont know what im talking about =)

Out of this list what school should i go to Florida A&M , North Carolina A&T , Virgina State , Clark Atlanta , Or Alabama State

Born on Virgina around 1810.she was maybe a slave and her parents maybe were too.Lived in South Carolina in 1880′s i think.Daughter Margret Dowdy and Margret husband is John H. Dowdy.im trying to find out about Margaret Clark’s parents.Any info would help me.

which of the following would be a good school to go to Clark Atlanta , Virgina State, Alabama state, North Carolina A&T or Florida A&M

i’ve read all the series more than once, but idk what else to read! help!

thankfully, i have not experienced this. i need a song for my english project on the book “tears of a tiger” by sharon draper.

the book is about a guy named andy who loses his best friend in a drunk driving accident, when andy was the one driving the car. andy feels incredibly guilty throughout the story.

basically, i need any songs pertaining to that kind of thing. (loss of a friend, and feeling guilty about it/nobody understanding what you’re going through)

any answer is greatly appreciated (:

I have a 13 year old son who is very intelligent, but totally uninterested at school. When he feels like it, he can produce excellent work, but he doesnt enjoy lessons, is very disruptive and sometimes cheeky and rude to teachers. He is in trouble practicaly every day, and I feel as if I am watching him throw his life away. Ive grounded him, taken away his luxuries – laptop, x box etc, had long chats, trying to drum some sense into him – which ive given up on now, because they have no effect and its just me lecturing and giving him a sermon on his faults. I always try to boost his ego and confidence by telling him how clever, funny, good looking he is…….I just dont know how to help him. We are awaiting a test for adhd, so i know his symptoms may be a result of that, but I would love to hear from anybody in a similar situation, for advice, or just moral support…..
I hear what you’re saying Marina and i do have doubts about adhd, but honestly, unless you have daily contact with a child like mine, its hard to understand. and its not laziness. its not interested. He is not interested because there is nothing in a classroom that can replicate the stimulus achieved by modern technology and the buzz of being with your mates. He is a naughty boy, but being too strict only makes him rebel even further. Even his teachers say he is in ‘self destruct mode’.
ah perfectly flawed..there is a flaw with yr answer….i work at theh school my son attends!!!! and the thing is, apart from this battle to get him to behave better at school, me and him have a lovely relationship in every way….and he’s not embarrassed by me bein at school…but i know what u mean..in another situation that is a good strategy.

right now i am playing multiplayer games and i love playing with my friends but i also like playing fallout i wish they had multiplayer but they dont i am tired of the game and dead money was disapointing i dont know what to do i like it but right now i just want to trade it in for some cash or should i wait for the new dlc’s

I’m looking for a manga that has lots of gore, and explicit scenes like Gantz. Maybe not as many sex scenes as Gantz, because at times it feels like its just a hentai comic. But yeah, I want lots of gore, I don’t mind sex scenes but doesn’t have to have them, and a really good story.

Thanks
Just a quick note to all the people saying Elfen Lied, I’ve read it and in all honesty, I thought it was terrible =

And also to the guy who mentioned Battle Royale, fair play =D I love that manga, I’d say its one of the best manga I’ve read.

I have a big fear of death. It could almost be a phobia it feels like. they say face your fears, but I can’t really do that. Its not that I’m afraid of doing thing close to death, I mean I do some extreme down skiing, and I’ve sky dived many times. but…when I’m sitting and watching TV, or just trying to sleep, or even int he middle of a conversation I get that feeling. Like, the, what’s after death?
I know the Human mind can’t comprehend it, and organized religeon is a larger scam than spam, but I really just can;t stop thinking about it. im 19, and I feel like I should be over it by now. I started thinking about it when I was 15, and I’ve been to a number of psyciatrists. but none really said anything that clicked. I never really had an incedent that caused it either. just a few close to death experiences, but none that were relative.
I just think to myself, death is so inescapeable, every living organism has to go through with it at one point. I’ve even thought about life before birth, how remarkable that im here in this single body and all of that. It just makes it worse. So I try to put something funny on TV. but im tired of avoiding it. Now its just getting progessivly worse. just please dont say “go to the shrink”. it doesnt work. I tend to find out more about their life than they find out about mine.
Im a pretty social person. I’m not uber popular, but theres no one who hates me.. haha. well. no one thats on the brink of killing me. as far as i know.

this just sucks.
Im so sick of thinking about it.
sorry about the length. but I had to explain.
ok, the reason im not religeous is because i have common sense. i didnt grow up in a non religeos family or anything. i grew up in a geavy christian family because my family mobed from sicily to america a few generations back. i know its all BS.
yea.
recently it has been all about 24/7 ness.
it makes me depressed. reincarnation i believe is possible. but i hate the fact that you still loose everything you have lived for. before we made it to the moon, there was more evidence for the moon to be made of cheese than for god to exist.
yeah. i have accepted it. but it scares me. people all around me have died. ive lost amny moany freinds to mafia violence. some to retarded gangs. some to cancer. some to car crashes.

Lately been listening to alot of;….
Beneath The Massacre
Here Comes The Kraken
Between The Buried and Me
Annotations of an Autopsy
Eyes Set To Kill
Through the eyes of the dead
and underneath the gun..

im wanting to hear some other similar bands or even something completely new that is absolutely sick

Im NOT a fan of high screams or plain vocal singing. So please no pseudoemo or QQMetal (i.e. Asking alexandria, im so tired of being told they’re good…)

I cannot blame them for coming here and trying to save their sick child, but when their temporary visa was up they should have gone home to Mexico. Instead they stayed and had 3 more children.

The Times story wants us to feel sorry for this family. The bottom line is they have made bad choices.
They made the CHOICE to stay here illegally.

They made the CHOICE to use a fake SS #.

They made a CHOICE to have 3 more children and risk getting caught and being sent home and have their children’s lives is complete chaos.

They made a CHOICE to LEAVE their children here

They made a CHOICE to not sell their come for a $300,000 profit and make a life for their family in Mexico.

We shouldn’t feel sorry for them. They stayed here illegally and made BAD CHOICES.
http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-kids27apr27,0,286236.story?page=1&coll=la-home-local
~EDIT~

LOL YES they made a CHOICE not to sell their HOME for a $300,000 profit.

I’ve been seeing the new jeans fad, where young guys(at least ten YO) wearing ultra-tight low-rise button-fly jeans…so low that their BOXERS(they ALWAYS wear boxers, a la Kevin Rudolf!) show off their butt!

DO these jeans exist, and are they cheap(under $25-40)?…as in Levi’s-branded 511s, or Hollister, or Vans-Off-the-Wall, or whatever, and there are at least two buttons on the fly(not counting the waistband)

My 16 1/2 YO son wants to wear these, but I said no at first…at least he doesn’t wear boxers at all(mainly Jockey briefs or Hanes Boxer briefs!)…so I await your answers, no matter how crazy they get!

Thanks!

I am sick and tired of this evil godless world. Jesus said that in the last days that there will be many who are a lovers of themselfs rather that a lover of God, and many will turn away from their faith and hate and betray one another and the love of many will grow cold. I like the part Jesus said that those who stand firm to the end will be saved. I do not belong in this world, and never have. There was a girl in Sydney the other day who was raped on the city in front of people. How sick is that? Mate, this world is so doomed. I long to go home and soon hoepfully. I know suicide is not a option because I do not want to go to Hell. I have thought about it, but hell would await me if I did. So Christians I am desperate to go home, how about you?If Jesus does not return within 10 years, I want to die and go home then as absent from the body is present with the Lord.

Im mad bcuz I losing all of my friends my exboyfriend told me 2 leave him alone and I be trying 2 move on meet new ppl but I feel like something is stoping me and belive me that is not myself I dont know what is no matter wat I do I just cant forget him plus I have no friends none of my family talks wit me I feel so lonely and lost I want a friens and I try 2 go out or make a online profile no one talks to me I cant even get a date its like I have bad luck wat did I do 2 be punish like this Im sick and tired of my life I pray 2 god ,God said that he wont send no one in my life that I have 2 depend on myself ans that my exboyfriend is my husband isnt that crazy I feel like satan or there and hx that been put on me 2 not move on in my life and the only person Im allowed 2 be with is my exboyfriend I feel traped cause God said this man my husband but were not together neither are we talking.I ask God why God said wat Im doing you dont understand but after these things you will,and that man does not live by bread alone but every word that comes 4rmgod.I use to thank that this was 4rm God but since my faith been tested 2 the max ,I lost all my friends and myexboyfriend change for the worst I dont know who and wat 2 belive anymore I feel like giving up please sumone help me b-4 I kill myself?

I need any songs that reflect the high school experience.

kind of a long question but ill answer yours too. if you can answer some of mine thanks.

Parents: she told me to write 75 times i wont call her a witch. she was yelling at my dad. Screamed at my dog, said that i was hollering at my brother when i actually wasnt it was the dog barking now she said fine you can write 75 times for calling me a witch and i agree i only called her a witch once i didnt say anything else. My brother NEVER gets in trouble idk why. Im so sick of her she always doesnt do anything nothings ever her fault. ugh! i love her and i swear sometimes but she is driving me insane! how do i talk to her?
oh and she also never talks to me about a job says i dont do anything. Says im not responsible wont let me drive never lets me go shopping with my firends anymore. wont talk about college. falls asleep on the couch alot. I have mono and she doesnt care. Shes nuts im tired of trying with her!
Dad the same way. my dad always has something better to say. They have hit me before kicked me to where i fell against the wall and got bruises. never got in trouble. I hit them in the face before so i guess i deserve it.

chores- i never have time to do them anymore.
therapist- i dont get to see alot to talk about my problems. or anything.

Friends- i dont feel like venting. They never text me back. nobody ever invites me anywhere to do anything anymore i only have one friend.

grades- terrible i have a d two cs and a f.

co curriculars- not in any dont do any sports never did really failed with tennis and dance. not allowed to do choir after school or anything.

looks- i have mono, i cry every single day. not allowed to go shopping with friends anymore. i dont even exercise anymore.
Im 16
driving- not allowed to learn to drive, parents dont care anymore.

knowledge- i cant get myself to read anymore not 1 book nothing i hate reading now for some reason. my parents never talk about college with me.

counselor- my parents tell me to not go to the counselor cause ill just complain.

music- i do nothing with it and im good at piano but my parents wont let me do any competitions with it like my singing or anything.

church- dont go as much as i want to go and i never have time to go i lost my faith and for the last five years i havent gone.

I feel so alone right now and nobody seems to care im just ready to kill myself.

i mean this man is all i think about but he is married and is seeing other women besides me….we have been seeing each other for 13 years and still is seeing each other and i love him so much til it hurts so bad…what do a woman do in this situation? he spends no time with me at all except for when we are intimate with each other then he blames it on his job and that he is so tired and on and on and on..am i sick or something or is there dust on me? someone out there help me out…..

Typically, I’ll try to keep my questions fairly calm and reasonable, but for this…I just can’t handle it anymore…
What on Earth is wrong with these morons? Do they seriously think they’re better than gays? This Christian homophobia has become a big reason why I despise their religion, it’s sick and twisted. They deny equal rights to equal people. They expect privileges based on their belief in fairy-tales and whine when they on put on an equal level as everybody else. Is anybody else sick and tired of this idiocy!?

Welcome back to EWE, the Longest Running Wrestling Fantasy Show currently on Y/A! And yo, where else do u see actual Wrestling these days? WWE? I don’t think so. And I also gotta huge announcement planned for tonight, so stayed tuned-in!

WHO WOULD WIN THESE MATCHES?
Tonight, this Show will consist of current EWE Champions because seems most of my Champs complain that I don’t give them enough “air-time” or I don’t give them enough “Title defenses” because of concentrating too much on myself and not thinking of others. Well guess what? Ur wish is my command because IT’S ON! And to make things a bit interesting, I’m making this a “Fan’s Choice” Night!(sound familiar) And this will start right now with Rivals, Mr. USAhole and King Cripple! And u the fans will decide the Match Type!

Event#1: TsWRW Wrestler, King Cripple makes his way to the ring and as he approaches the ramp he’s gotta Mic in hand.
KING CRIPPLE: “So, tonight is an EWE Fan’s Choice night? What? Does this mean the fans will decide the type of match myself and Mr. USAhole will have tonight? Ha, they are so naive and this is so pointless no matter what the Match Type because I have beaten USAhole time-in, and time-out. Sure he’s won 1 match, but I’ve won the rest and will win again tonight. Bring this pathetic piece of crap out here, I’m gonna give him the beating of his life!”

1. FAN’S CHOICE: Mr. USAhole vs. King Cripple
A) 2 out of 3 Falls
B) 1st Blood Match
C) TABLES Match

Event#2: EWE X Division Champion, The Pope, D’Angelo Dinero and The Brian Kendrick are backstage with The Million Dollar GM, Ted DiBiase. Both The Pope and Kendrick are awaiting the announcement of the Match Type they will compete in as chosen by the EWE fans. Will they compete in A) X Division Title Match, B) Title on the Pole, or C) Best of 7 Series Title Match!

And either way, The Pope’s gotta be ready to put his X Division Title on the line against The Brian Kendrick, but can he retain the Gold in a match in which it’s the fan’s choice?

2. FANS CHOICE: EWE X Division Championship:
The Pope, D’Angelo Dinero(c) vs. The Brian Kendrick
A) Normal Singles Title Match
B) Championship On a Pole Match
C) Best of 7 Series Title Match

EWE Pay-Per-View PROMO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0LfmhIAzeU&feature=PlayList&p=B392A151D1F3E591&playnext_from=PL&index=2

- EWE World Tag Team Champions, The Big Show and Kane make their Entrances, but not to compete. This dominant team is making their way to the Announce Table to we’re guessing scope out their Rivals, Former Tag Champs, Booker T and Goldust who are IN ACTION NEXT!

3. Tag Team Match: Booker T/Goldust vs. Crash/Hardcore Holly
AFTER THE MATCH: The World Tag Champs, Kane and The Big Show once again charge the ring and attack Booker T and Goldust. Then, Kane’s got Goldust, and Big Show’s got Booker T in position for the Chokeslam and both of them deliver with Kane Chokeslamming Goldust, Big Show Chokeslamming Booker T. The Champs, Kane and Big Show then leave the ring with the Tag Belts after Kane’s ring Pyro hits, leaving Booker and Goldust laid out in the ring.

4. Fan’s Choice EXTREME RULEZ match: Non-Title!
Rob Van Dam(c) vs. D-Von Dudley w/Brother Ray
A) Both Wrestler’s bring a Steel Chair to the ring
B) Both Wrestler’s bring a Weapon of their choice to the ring
C) Both Wrestlers start the match outside the ring, in a Backstage Brawl type match

AFTER THE MATCH: RVD’s gotta microphone in hand:
RVD: “Aight yo, I’m sick and tired of being overlooked, and my EWE Extreme Title is tired of being overlooked as well. I wanna challenge and any1 who thinks they got what it takes, come down to this ring and challenge me right now because The Whole F’n Show wants some competition!” (Van Dam is then attacked by a masked man with a Steel Pipe)

Event#3: EWE Chairman, Joey comes to the ring. But, once again he is not alone as at his side is EWE Undisputed Champion, Alex Dman.

JOEY: “Ladies and Gentlemen, I have an announcement to make, but first let’s give a big thank you to the Legendary Y/A! User, THURLOW who I have heard retired once again from this great Site. And without him I doubt any of us E-Fed Fantasy Shows would be any successful because he made us what we are today!

Second, like always it’s time for the Main Event of tonight’s Show. Here’s what’s gonna go down: It’s gonna be the EWE Undisputed Champion, Alex Dman to tag team with The Game, Triple H, and this team will go against the team of The Miz and The Undertaker!………………………….”

The Deadman makes his way to the ring, once again interrupting the EWE Chairman. Taker tells Joey that he doesn’t like to be played with, that if Joey tries to mess with him tonight that he will unleash his wrath on both Joey, Alex, Tripl
wrath on both Joey, Alex, Triple H, and the entire EWE Roster! Joey then reminds The Phenom that he is still the EWE I.C. Champ and if Taker would try anything like that on EWE, he would be Stripped of the Title and Suspended indefinitely from EWE!

Just then, The Game’s music hits. But, as Triple H is making his way to the ring he is attacked from behind by The Miz! Your EWE main event will begin with both Triple H and The Miz fighting outside the ring, and Title Holders, Undertaker and Alex Dman starting things off inside the ring while World Champ, Joey watches from ringside.

MAIN EVENT: Tag Team Match! (Fan’s Choice)
Triple H/Alex Dman(c) vs. The Undertaker(c)/The Miz
A) Tornado Tag Match
B) Steel Cage Tag Match(escape only)
C) Weapon’s choice Match: A match Type in which all 4 Wrestlers can bring a weapon of their choice to the ring.

THNX for viewing tonight’s 6/15 edition of EWE and plz, VOTE for winners, RATE the Show, and answer the WQ Below! (*STARRING* also gets u Best Answer)

WQ: What did u think of another WWE NXT Invasion on Monday Night RAW? And how did u like what they did to Bret Hart?
MY OPINION: I think he deserved every bit of it. How can he just fire the NXT Winner and not think of the consequences? That’s one big mistake Bret “Hickman” Hart! What’s ur opinion?

i have asked this question before but i forgot to add a major detail ….
so i know it sounds like twilight/vampire diaries/ true blood and any other vampire book, because it is . It’s a combo of all my favourite books put together. I love those books and i’m writing my book like just for me and a few friends and my cousin. Me and my cousin loves vampire books and well i thhought i would just have a go at writing since i love reading and writing short stories. I’ve started and i have done a preface (like twilight) and here it is…

In the dead of winter, in a place where the eye does not see, I await my death to unfold and reveal itself to me. I know it is coming, I know I’m going to pass, so I try to think of the good things but do not succeed. I keep thinking about how I came to be here. I know if I hadn’t come to Hoverst, I wouldn’t be in this situation concerning my life. So I have all the reason to regret the decision to come here. But all the happy times with Lucas are such a dream, taking into consideration that he is mythical after all. A dream in real life is too good to last. It is just inevitable. I know I don’t regret coming here at all.
My thoughts were interrupted when I sensed someone watching me in the darkness. Of course he could see me with his un-human eyes. I look around trying to find him as a natural instinct, even though I wouldn’t be able to see in the darkness. A sudden light presented a man’s face just a metre away from me. I knew he was there, but it was a surprise all the same. He was probably trying to scare me first before he started torturing me. His dark brown eyes hooked mine and I sighed.
He stepped forward and the light became bigger until I could see his entire body. Stupid vampire magic, I thought. I was actually pretty scared then, and it only made it worse when he smiled and I saw that his fangs had come out. He kept coming towards me until I was pressed against the wall. The end was coming and I knew it, it was just about to happen. I braced myself as he lifted a hand.
Suddenly, another light comes into view. It can’t see his face that clearly, so I crane my neck around the vampire in front of me. It’s Logan not Lucas! All I hope for is that he and Lucas will be ok. The light vanishes when he is knocked into another wall. The vampire in front of me turns around and hits me hard on the arm, then turns back around. I think my arm is broken and Logan screams in rage. By that point I was really tired and I sit down and close my eyes even though I knew I should be watching what was happening. Consciousness slowly slipped away from me.

the plot is pretty much combined of true blood ( the granpa bit which is liek niall from true blood) twilight ( as she is taken) and vamp diaries ( the brother comes)

The plot is; a girl moves with her aunty after selling her house two years after her parents have died. She is over it and happy now. So she flew from Austalia to amerca to a little make believe town i call Hoverst. She settles into a new school for local people around the area and finds out about the world around her. She meets a guy who is a vamprie ( though she doesn’t know it yet) and likes him. She finds out that someone is trying to kill her after an attempt at soemone to take her. The vampire tells her what he is and how he has been hired to protect her along with other supernatural beings at the school. Weres, faeiries, demons, shapeshifters, that sort of thing. he tells her he loves her and then she tell shim back of course …. They are hired by her lost relative that is very powerful in his community (some help in that would be appreciated, i dont now what supernatural thign i want him to be???) she is that guys grand daughter and someone is out to get her. She eventually is captured and used over her grandfather to give them money or soemthing? and she gets out but the poeple have killed her whole family even her aunty, all ecept for her grandfather. She stays with her vampire guy named lucas and after surviving all that her vampires brother comes to town and is determiend to make her and his borhter break up. He uses all sorts of pick up lines …

also for the book some title s would b appreciated as i have no diea what to call the book
Thank you =)

I met a man who look just like Jesus and he say he Jesus. He even perform miralcles and signes and wonderes right in front of me!!! He say he Jesus and I think it might be true! What you think? How do I Know?

I dont know if its all christians, or just some, but they say you dont go to heaven if your not a christian. Even if you are a really good person. Im not trying to be rude about christains, but i think its wrong and rude when they say that. Do they all say things like that? And why? What do you think about it?

It’s been a while since we seen a significant face turn in the WWE. The last one was Triple H turning face. Who’s next? In my opinion, one of these guys may be next. 1. Randy Orton: He could turn on Edge as they fued with DX and what matches those two could have. 2. John Cena: The much awaited heel turn that never quite happened 3. Batista: He and Lashley are rumored to be WM 23 opponents. Batista would be a much better heel than Lashley 4. Undertaker: His character is so much more entertaining as a heel 5. Shawn Michaels: Who else is like me and would like to see him get the ultimate payback on HHH for everything he did to him over the years. One more match with these two would be awesome. What are some of your opinions?

I just wrote this poem and I don’t know if it is good, bad, terrible, ect. I would like to know your thoughts on my poem and any way to make it better. The rhymes may be simple but I am only 13 and I tried my best so if you have any better rhymes please share. Also, please be nice, you don’t have to like it just please don’t be rude and say it sucked, tell me how to make it better. I haven’t written a rhyme poem in a while so tell me what you think!

The one love she desired,
Sparked a love heated with fire,
He saw the hidden beauty in her heart,
A bond was made that would never part.

One look changed the fates,
Of a girl and boy whom future awaits,
Filled with love yet tragedy lay ahead,
For many tears would be shed.

As months turned into years,
Through every storm they persevered,
A simple promise was made,
Forever they would stay never fade.

As the day wore away to night,
A single shot sparked destiny to ignite,
And her frail heart broke,
And a burning love inside her awoke.

At his side deep crimson pooled deadly,
His weak pulse and dying breath her sick medley,
One promise made for their love to stay,
No matter what fate threw their way.

The only way for their love to remain,
A sacrifice of death for eternity to be gained,
With a beautifully deadly knife,
She cut the string the bound her to life.

***Please tell me what you think, how to make it better, and any title ideas. Please Don’t Be Mean! Thank You!

So, I’m 18, and I’ve been with the love of my life for a while now, we’ve planned our whole future together and everything, but for some time now. Probably like past 2 or 3 months, we’ve been arguing a lot. At first the arguments were about things, but then later, the things turned into little things, which get smaller and smaller. And the words she says to me get more and more harsh and heartbreaking. It went from “leave me alone” to “i wish you were dead”. Stuff like I wish i never met you, i hate you, you disgust me. It’s all these things she says to me that kills me. I’ve wanted to kill myself a lot of those times. These arguments are A LOT more worse than i make them sound.

Now we just got through an argument from 2 days ago, we talked it out and made up today, but when i got home tonight, she started to trip over something again to me, but this time, I KNOW i didnt do anything wrong. It’s just so frustrating now. She said everything that i said earlier.

I love her with all my heart, i dont want to be with anyone else. There are things about her that i truly love in a girl. I’ve been with quite a few other girls, and none comes close to her, i just wished she treated me a little better and with more respect, I cant imagine seeing her with another guy either.

The love of my life just hates me, she doesn’t want to be with me, and wished i was dead.

And right now. I DO wish i was dead. I’m just too ***** to actually try to do anything about it. If i had a gun though, i would’ve probably ended my life a long time ago….

Few of my close friends have told me that i deserve better. I know i do.
But i dont want to find anyone else. Call me stupid, but i really really do love her that much. i would do ANYTHING for her, I’ve dropped her off at her house with her car, and then walked home for 3 hours, right after an argument happened too. We’ve been through alot with each other. I’ve seen a lot of things with her.. I just cant let her go, it kills me that i love her.

So….what the hell am i supposed to do…I’m getting so sick and tired of this bull..

I have zero interests that will get me anywhere in life, I can’t Draw, I can’t code video games, I can’t write, I surely can’t be in the WWE. My wrist literally pulses when I think about ending it all, it’s not just a thought. It’s a dream, I want to die. No psychologist, Doctor, Anti-depressant can fix that. I’m not broken, sure as hell can’t fix what isn’t broken.

I’m tired of breathing, I sick of the mental pain I feel everyday. I tired of remember that I’ll forever be single and virgin, I tired of thinking at all. I’m tired of my mind, I’m sick of being here. Why can’t I die?
Great, now I’ve got people telling me to lean on the False hope Crutch that is God.
This sure as hell isn’t proof I want to live, this is proof I’m not dead yet unfortunately.
Sure, my parents sent me to a psychologist two years ago to “Get to know me better”. All they found out was I am depressed O_o Shocking, I know (Sarcasm). I refuse to pill myself up like utterly pathetic people do daily, I refuse to lean on some crutch. Unlike most people, the only enjoyment I have is actually diving into my depression.
I also don’t want to be a doctor, nurse. I refuse to be a police officer or go into the military, I’m not going to be youth worker and I can’t sing or play an instrument.
@ Peter: Does this seem like I’m crying, no. I was simple asking a question, not needed the Dick response from you sunshine.
I can’t believe you guys don’t remember me, I haven’t been gone that long. I’m an original in this section…!

Usually during normal times my husband gets up at 5:30 every morning and gets ready for work and stuff. But since its summer hours, he doesn’t have to get up till 7:30. But for some reason, starting at about 5:30, my cat runs around and becomes really destructive. He tries to rip down curtains, opens the medicine cabinet and knocks stuff over. I don’t know if its possible that he’s mad cause my husband doesn’t get up, but he’s usually so loud that he wakes us up. He will first crawl on us. Then after we wake up, he rubs on us pretending he didn’t do anything wrong and purrs. He doesn’t pur unless he hasn’t seen us in a long time or we just wake up. He’s about 5 months old now.

I see a shrink every couple of weeks and he tells me the truth, I am selfish. I told me I am on disability and he said it is because you are bloody disabled. He tells it like it is. He put me on rivitril taking 2 per night to make me drousy to help me sleep. I love the drowsy feeling. I am the black sheep of the world. I am ok one minute and get angry at my mother the next and other people. I am very bored with my life and I have anobsession with cancer so I can get out of this life and go home to Heaven. I have though about suicide before but I do not want to end up in the pit, so that is not an option. I sometimes get up late as I am tired. My shrink will probaly try me on other medication, but I want a drowsy feeling so I will not be tempted to abuse people who start on me, and I usually make sure I finish it and have the last say. Is anyone on here similar? What do you think I have. My mother tells me I am selfish. Have I a borderline personality disorder? What does this sound like
to you. I need a brain transplant.

Results from last week
Melina won against Rosa Mendes,Team 3D defeated John Cena,The Undertaker defeated Daniel Bryan also we saw RVD retained his TV Title against R-Truth and MVP become no.1 contender for World championship by winning 6-man elimination match

Event 1
GM Rocky comes out and says for the last several weeks i was on vacation but now i have returned to TWA and during my absence TWA chairman Thurlow went missing and i am sure The Undertaker is responsible for this so The Undertaker i am here and now you have to pay when you will be going one on one with the World’s Largest Athelete The Big Show also that match is a No DQ match also last week Mike Hart came to TWA Revenge well he said that i have not heared last from him well i have still not heared from him yeah yeah yeah because a coward like Mike Hart can only came here when i am not here and can only talk well Mike last time you used your backstage power and i was fired from Velocity honestly i am relieved now because i dont have to work on a show which belongs to a arrogant guy who left his show when WrestleMania was so close it shows how professional is Mike Hart really and i am sorry to say Mike i can’t had a feud with you because i understand there had been a feud between Thurlow and Lochy McKenzie but just imagine a feud between Rocky and Mikey well i have dedicated my whole career to this wrestling business and i am sure you have dedicated your whole career to cartoons because TWA is not for Mikey yeah i have a better idea after retirement Mikey you should go and work in some cartoons and next time whenever you try to cross the line remember its my home ground not yours and that is TWA Revenge

Event 2
Melina vs Velvet Sky

As the match ends Melina says Katie Lea last week you attacked me for no reason well i dont care what was the reason but what i care is that i want to see you right now so come out here and face me right now as Katie Lea appears on the entrance ramp and says Melina why i attacked you because TWA is for divas who can wrestle not for a eyecandy like you as Melina says oh really then why dont you come here and i’ll show you my wrestling skills? as Katie says oh i would love to beat the crap out of you once again but its not right time as Katie Lea leaves

Event 3
Sting vs Desmond Wolfe

Event 4
MVP goes to Edge’s locker room as Edge wasn’t there as MVP moves back suddenly Edge spears him out of nowhere and gets a steel chair as Edge says MVP how dare you thought you can beat me ha? and how dare you thought you can take my World championship away from me as Edge tries to his MVP with the steel chair but MVP moves and steel chair hits the wall as MVP gets up and spears Edge and gets his steel chair as he hits Edge but Edge was able to save himself and runs away

Event 5 (I choose winner of this match for storyline purposes)
Cody Rhodes vs Brett DiBiase

In the whole match Cody Rhodes dominates Brett DiBiase until last when Ted DiBiase shocks Rhodes when he enters the ring and saves his brother Brett and hits Million Dollar Legsweep on Cody as DiBiase’s rises hands and forms an alliance as Ted says Cody you were my friend but you know family comes first and Brett says yeah thats right The Million Dollar Family is here on TWA now and very soon a man is coming here who has a price for everyone and he is our father The Million Dollar Man and we are his Priceless Sons

Event 6
MVP and Daniel Bryan vs Edge and Austin Aries

Event 7
RVD goes to GM Rocky’s office and says Rocky you know i have beaten R-Truth and Evan Bourne and now i dont want the same opponents again and again as Rocky says RVD i know you have a point and let me think about it maybe soon you are going to have a extreme competition on TWA Revenge since you are holding 2 championships here as suddenly John Cena comes there and RVD had a silent confrontation with Cena as RVD says good luck Cena you are facing Sting just 2 days from now as Cena says well thanks Rob but i think you should be worried because you have 2 enemies right now as RVD leaves

Main-Event
No DQ match
The Undertaker vs Big Show

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I’m a sophomore in high school, 16 years old, and I really want to drop out. I’m not a bad kid or anything, it’s not like I want to drop out to go and party all the time, I just feel like it’s not for me. I miss a lot of days as it is, usually i’ll get sick for a day, but end up missing a few days after that just because I don’t want to go back. I don’t think it’s that hard, it’s just extremely boring. I’ve always gotten good grades when I was younger, but as I got into late middle school and high school, they started going downhill. I think I just got bored with teachers repeating the same thing over and over again, so I would stop listening, which I think affected my grades a little. Plus, I never do my homework. Sometimes i’ll forget, but usually I know that I have it, I honestly just don’t feel like doing it, which effects my grades a lot, even my teachers say that’s the only thing wrong with my grades. I feel like school is just a waste of time. It’s the same thing repeated over and over again, plus i’m not too fond of people in my school. I get made fun of a lot, mostly for my weight. I’ve always been an overweight girl, no matter what I try to do I can’t loose any weight. Which makes me dread going to school, knowing that people are constantly judging me. I know a lot of people say “other people’s opinions don’t matter” and to not listen to anyone cause everyone’s beautiful in their own way, which I think is true, but a lot of other people don’t. After you constantly hear the same thing, people constantly making fun of you, it really gets to you. Plus, I really hate just sitting in a classroom for an hour straight, then getting 5 minutes to get to your next class and do the same thing, hearing the same concepts you have the days before. Along with the getting made fun of thing, I try my best to look decent so that I won’t get fun of, which means waking up at 5 every morning. 5 o’clock, to get up and try to impress people I can’t stand. So all in all, I pretty much hate everything about school.I don’t want to sit in a hard, cold chair for 7 hours of my day, doing the same exact thing every day, getting made fun of every day, and the only thing I have to look forward to is for the day to end and for me to go home because i’m so tired. It’s hell. So now that i’ve told you my life story, how do I tell my mom? I know for a fact that she’ll freak out, she’s all about school, but I just can’t do it any more, and I don’t know how to tell her. She’s pretty open minded I think. Like she let me get all the piercings and tattoos and every thing I’ve wanted, but I’ve had to ask her a million times before she gave in. I’m only saying that because I know that a lot of parents wouldn’t let their kids do that on that age. She’s probably the best mom I could ask for, but I don’t know how to tell her this. I don’t want her to think she’s raised me wrong, or that i’m a bad child and ruining my life. If I do drop out of school, I plan to get my GED online and go to cosmetology school, and become a hairdresser. I’ve always loved doing hair, and I think i’m pretty good at it. IF I save up enough money, I know it’ll be kind of rare if this happens, but I want to open my own hair salon. This is probably the longest thing I’ve ever written, but I thought I would have to explain everything to get a good opinion. All I need to know is how to tell my mom, and if this is a good idea.

There were problems from the beginning. 1st he’s traditional Armenian. I’m not Armenian. I’m a Hispanic/Asian mutt. I wasn’t a virgin when we first met & that caused problems. In fact, I have two children from a previous relationship. I have my master’s degree & I have a very good job. I’m able to support myself & my children.. His family has never met me but they hate me. In fact, they believe I “belong in the trash”. I tried accepting our differences, but now I’m just miserable. I can’t do ANYTHING without him giving me a hard time. I can’t go out with my friends & he looks through my cell phone. He is able to do whatever he wants whenever he wants & he never includes me in anything he does. The only reason I met his brother was because we accidentally bumped into eachother while we were out. Aside from that, I have never met any of his family. I’m just sick & tired of it, I want to end it. When would be a good time? How should I bring it up? Any ideas? we r both in our 20′s

I’m not sure whether or not I want to be with Christ forever. I am constantly in doubt everyday about my passion for Him and it’s really making me sick in the head. At the same time, I’m tired of the things of this world–no, I really am. I don’t care for the world or its ways and I try to convince myself that I am passionate about Him, but now, I’m on the fence. I know what awaits those who reject Christ as their Lord and Savior. I mean, it’s bad enough I fear God’s UNENDING and TERRIBLE wrath, but having a total indifference towards my own life on Earth and POSSIBLY Him is basically having no choice but to hopelessly wait for death. I don’t want to spend eternity in that WRETCHED place of torment and I have decided a long time ago I want to spend eternity in everlasting fulfillment and joy with no worries or doubts. I’m too concerned for my own soul to just give up on life on Earth on my own because I know all too well that if I just give up on my own without the Lord’s consent without any regard for the damaging effect this would have on my family members and He sees I had no real reason for taking my own life other than out of pure selfishness, He’ll unleash His HORRIFYING wrath on me and I don’t want Him to. Please, tell me what I should do and what I’m not doing.

My dad doesn’t think that any animals will make it to the world to come but my aunt thinks the exact opposite. I am just wondering about animals like seeing eye dogs that help people who are blind. That seems noble to me and I wonder if God will reward them or if they die, they will just cease to exist like my dad believes.

Okay, I am sick of all this debate and talk. It’s time to lay the cards down, put all the chips on the table. Okay, so you say there is a God. Fine. Prove it. Once and for all. Let’s see what evidence you have for your claim. This whole debate of whether or not God is real is getting tedious. There are more important things to worry about, like who is going to win the American League West this year. Let’s settle it right now. Here isyour chance to prove your God is real. I await your fine answers!!!
HAPPY GRAMPS–I have paid for all the Chheeseburgers I have wolfed down. God had nothing to do with it.

Revelation 19:7

Let us rejoice and be glad and give him glory! For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready.

Does anyone know what this prophecy says she is going to be called, her age or anything?

A failure, life became awaits as society fails” Losing remains of the human race, dead corpse’s”
Lays on the course, as today yesterday trails, so lets thank ourselves”
I walk equipped, with this beat hand to heart” Murdering a battlefield, so sick, I’m sent”
coffin up a grave, man or not”
Let peace be it, please start-snatching that, stealing prayers like a good theft, as an inhabitant, I pet for that” Saving rap, cause its dying, right in my mic’s lap”
Dreams are slowly falling fast asleep, without even counting sleep, but what it really needs is a slap, to wake up the inner-me”

Enemies, our energy is enriched in poor-wealth, don’t you hear kids, crying till they tear” for more help?” Cause I know, I did and I got health-care” With food stampes, feeding off wealth fare, and hell yea, were more amped, sounding off alarms to disarm, the fans of dropping bombs on fam”
Stricking cords, unplugged” speaking matches, stretched untouched” Rappin fed-up,
cause our government show’s no love” taking no action, wot what happens, when acid touches base on the face of us” They never rush”

Criminals, I hit it home, abused by a couple instrumentals, I beat through a pencil” I lead-lead”
reed-to-read, between the lines” my rhymes sneaks in killing time” Cheating the system, 25 to life”
I’m kept prisoner” Caged in chains, held together-forever with a dead rhythm”
Bar’s scared, like inmates looked away for shooting stars”
Dropping the ball on all of y’all, and still won’t notice the chills”
That Shaquille raps, hitting ten-yards, swallowed whole” Relapsed back in the grasps”
Underneath my sheets” leading me, opening act’s” But I can only dream..

Just a little rap I made in an hour or so, just something I’m trying to improve on, rapping/kinda storytelling…well anyways Rate and Comment Thank you!

I am so sick and tired of the whole human race and the way we treat each other. Human life has no value anymore. Love, respect, caring, and positivity is all gone from this planet. We are faced with greed, anger, lies, and gruelty. Are we so bored and fed up as humans that we put value to only two things- Money and power? Am I the only one thinking this way?

Or is life better than going to heaven

just wondering if i should look forward to heaven

I read the Host recently.
I have also read the Twilight series!
All very good books.
Im looking for one to keep me entertained.

I’m a teenager who likes tragedies, romances and mysteries. Mostly, I like books that are really sad… Can anyone suggest any books for me?

My favorite books are Perks of being a wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, Go ask Alice, Looking for Alaska by John Green,and Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin.

And please no Twilight series. thanks.

i have no idea what to read anymore. if you have any suggestions i like everything. if you dont mind put just a short summary.
thanks

I love fiction and romance

I read about anything but please don’t say twilight series because i read it already and DON’T say harry potter i hate those books
please and thank you

I’m not sure about everyone else but The Perks of Being A Wallflower has made me think as well as The Kite Runner. Even Flipped (wendelin van draanen) has made me think even though it’s not even very deep or serious. I’m mostly into fiction books written from the first-person point of view. Any suggestions? Thanks for the help.

if u have the answer please email me with it asap thank you

i like to read. and lately i havent been able to find anything to read!
suggestions?
i like realistic fiction books.
some of my favorites are: the earth my butt and other big round things, the pig man, tips on having a gay (ex) boyfriend, and notes from the midnight driver.

so help me out!
any suggestions?
im 14 yrs old if that helps.
but really i’ll read anything.
so my age doesnt really matter

I have already read Wuthering Heights and I do not want anyone recommending Twilight, thank you.
If you could give a brief explanation of the novel too, that would be great. Thanks in advance!

I tend to lean towards books that have movies as well, but I like anything worth reading. So just tell me what some of your favorites are.

I’m 18 yr-old male who needs to find some good books to keep myself busy. thanks

I’ve read twilight, and I am in the middle of the georgia nicolson books, but i need mooooooooore!
Hey Vampwolf, I know! I love a great and terrible beauty, they are amazing!

I like drama books like VC Andrews I also like books that are like Harry Potter or Lord Of The Rings….Any recommendations?

I am look for something non-fictional…..kinda like someone writing about life or something. If anyone is aware of a show called “Californication” it had a book titled “God hates us all”…kinda like that. If anyone has good suggestions about non-fictional book please let me know. Thanks a lot !

I am a 27 year old absolutely super good for nothing male with weirdest problems in life, i have started to hate myself like crazy, i am a coward have not done anything at all in life as yet and dont think i am going to do ever in future, i am kind of hesitant to even breathe in public, i was miraculously dumb in studies at school , college and every where, i dont get along well with people.. and if ever i start to get along well with people they start to maintain distance with me after a while, i have kind of talking disability learning disability etc etc etc u name it.. people dont want to talk to me they run from me, i have zero confidence , people get anxiety attacks i get confidence attacks i.e i always live in anxiety and on few occasions i feel confident for few seconds once in months, i am weird i dont know why..well actually i am a good looking guy i am presentable too so what happens is when i meet some one for the first time they instantly get attracted to me they come up to me and start to talk but this is very shortlived once they start to get to know me they run away and that should happen, i actually run out of topics i dont understand what to talk about because i have no knowledge on any thing what i start to do is i start to praise them for no reasons just to make sure that they stick with me for some more time , i cant do anything alone i always need someone to be with me even if i have to buy a bag of chips i need some one to be with me i done know why.. when people first meet me they say that a guy like me can do everything no one can stop me and all, this is my first impression on people but it stays only for a day or two not more than that and then they realize that i am good for nothing, believe me i have not ever in my life talked to a girl apart from my family, there are girls who want to talk to me and vice versa but i never approach them to start a conversation and even if they say some thing i find myself unable to reply the feeling is as if i will piss in my pants if i reply n thats seriously weird, when i go for job interviews i get selected 7 out of 10 times but after a months or so they understand that i am not the right person for the job just because i dont talk to anyone n i get fired, i dont understand how easily people take advantage of my foolishness and how easily i end up becoming a fool, I have a great family and greatest parents ever, they love me like mad and i dont know what did they do to deserve a child like me,i stay at home all the time n even if i search job i do it for a month or so then i get fired and get to staying at home.. my parents are becoming sick of me, they dont tell me but i know..i seriously believe that if anyone else would have had parents like mine they would have done wonders in life as my family and parents are very supportive and understanding but i cant because i am amazingly dumb , i have almost everything that one needs to do something in life i cant even complain to god about some thing that he has not blessed me with but still i am so dumb that i dont even know how to use it, i feel completely hopeless in life i cant even commit suicide because i dont have the guts or i might need some one to commit suicide with me… this is the level of my stupidity… my problems are endless i believe and it is not possible for me to discuss all of them so i listing as many as i can below..plz go through it and let me know if u have solutions..
1) i can’t talk to people, i just cant..not even to some members of my family and people mistake it for ego.
2) i am as dumb as 1 can get.
3) i have zero self confidence
4) i hate every one
5) i cant do anything alone
6) i dont understand what is going on around me
7) Girls = Aliens
8) disliked my many,almost everyone 1 know
9) Spend 23.5 hrs in a day packed in a room alone thinking crap n useless stuffs
10) An absolute coward and lazy too
11) feel discouraged always
12) i have no quality in me at all
13) i cant smile etc etc etc
i know my problems have sloutions and i can get rid of all of them but i dont know how n i also know that if i get over my problems i can be on for something i get this feeling that i have that thing deep down inside graved under my problems i just need to take it out.. suggest me something worth please, i dnt want to die this way, i want to do something in life for my parents…they really deserve a better child. Please help

Does anyone know of any decent books that i can buy and read?
Don’t recommend any of the Twilight saga because i have them all and i’ve read them :]
Oh, and no Stephen Kings- i don’t like them.
I don’t care what they’re about, i’m open to read anything..
I just need something to get involved in because the weather here sucks and i can’t go out to do recreational things.
Thanks guys!

I enjoy the Twilight series, Harry Potter series, books by Jodi Piccoult and my all time favorite book is Perks of Being a Wallflower. Any other suggestions?

Thanks everyone
something good !
Not childish!